Well, so much for my attempt at blogging every day. I was working so hard to get it posted before midnight, but there were just too many words. Anyway...I guess I'm ahead of the game for tomorrow (or I guess technically "today"). :~p
I didn’t realize that T.S. Eliot actually wrote a poem about me! (or at least part of a poem)
I have to say that I was a little stunned when I read it…
He definitely hit some things on the head.
“So here I am, in the middle way, having had twenty years-
Twenty years largely wasted, the years of l’entre deux guerres
Trying to learn to use words, and every attempt
Is a wholly new start, and a different kind of failure
Because one has only learnt to get the better of words
For the thing one no longer has to say, or the way in which
One is no longer disposed to say it. And so each venture
Is a new beginning, a raid on the inarticulate
With shabby equipment always deteriorating
In the general mess of imprecision of feeling,
Undisciplined squads of emotion. And what there is to
conquer
By strength and submission, has already been discovered
Once or twice, or several times, by men whom one cannot
hope
To emulate-but there is no competition-
There is only the fight to recover what has been lost
And found and lost again and again: and now, under
conditions
That seem unpropitious. But perhaps neither gain nor loss.
For us, there is only the trying. The rest is not our business.”
-T.S. Eliot
3 comments:
Ok this has nothing to do with the post but....i am having an identity crisis!! :~P Any suggestions??
I know...me too!
So what's your remedy?
I'm wondering if "I think therefore I am" really doesn't resolve anything. I mean, doesn't that really just mean "I think therefore I think I am"?
Last night I stumbled upon 1 Corinthians 13:12 "For now we are looking in a mirror that gives only a dim (blurred) reflection [of reality as in a riddle or enigma], but then [when perfection comes] we shall see in reality and face to face! Now I know in part (imperfectly), but then I shall know and understand fully and clearly, even in the same manner as I have been fully and clearly known and understood [by God].”
I found a unique sense of consolation in that very fact that I am “fully and clearly known and understood by God”.
I find it strange how I so fervently fear being truly known. There is such a sense of danger with the reality of letting someone actually know the real “you”. After all, what will they do with that knowledge? And yet at the same time I so earnestly seek to be known; I am not content to be misunderstood by anyone, nor am I content to spend my life alone. It seems that my fortress becomes my cage until my hopes can never be met. I can’t live in the safety of anonymity and still experience the wonders of fellowship.
How amazing must the fellowship be in heaven, to “know and understand fully and clearly, even in the same manner as I have been fully and clearly known and understood by God”? Oh, that that day would come!
Congratulations Desiree!
Nice Blog!!! Keep it up!
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